At present, my mind is clear of racing thoughts-thoughts that have clouded my perception and judgment. For the past 6 months, I’ve felt like I was walking under a rain cloud that never left me even on sunny days when the sky is supposed to be blue.
Certain parts of my life were viewed in a certain way. I thought I was looking at things as how they were and how they’re supposed to be. I would argue with myself up until I realized that I was standing too close to the picture of my life.
It’s odd when you take a step back and see an entire picture for what it is.
It’s a contemplative pause in space where time ceases to exist. A very profound experience that jolts you out of your chaotic self.