It's a shock to the system when you separate from someone who's been a part of your life for a long time.
You know that you've done what you could to save what you once had.
He tells you that he loves you, but you neither see nor feel it.
He tells you that he'll earn you back and that he has hope in you and him, but don't ask him when.
Now, should you stay and wait or should you go?

I want to cry

I'm back in the corporate world and I'm working for a Telco.
Interestingly enough, it was my former boss who got my resume. And despite my otherwise, unappealing resume, I was hired.
It's my second month on the job. The hours have been long and the workload is BIG if not huge. But I find that I'd rather be extremely busy, than be idle and watch the time pass by.
I wasn't so sure at first if I could handle it, but so far I'm hanging in here.
Oh, and I wake up rather early now. I used to complain about waking up at 8 in the morning, but I get jerked by the alarm clock at 6:30 a.m. now. It's a fresh new take on the day and weekdays seem to fly by.
I guess my disposition has improved. I would normally complain to the high heavens about the stress and wanting to leave the office after finishing the mandatory 8 hours of work. And now, 10-12 hours a day sometimes isn't even enough to get things done.
I was talking to Cristina about this the other day.
It was time to grow up.