Damaged by Plumb

Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know
There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

Should I stay or should I go? I've been contemplating on this matter for almost a week now. Tomorrow will be the final day for me to give my decision. It's comforting and safe to stay and a risk to go. But if I stay in this confined safe state, I will not grow. It is a bit scary to embark on another journey when for some time I have grown accustomed to this environment. But then life is about different journeys and taking risks. And the only way to survive and remain strong is to have faith

I've been reading the beautiful writing of my friend Margie and have kept a Journal in another website. It's only now that I've decided to set up my own blogspot. Sit back, relax and I hope you guys enjoy the entries of what my seemingly simple life has to offer.