This entry was written last January 11,2006:

Took a pill to stop the tears
Took a pill to calm the restlessness
Took a pill to calm my fears
Took a pill to drown consciousness

The Sun wasn't brighter
The days weren't darker
Life was how it should've been
Just went with the motions

Emptiness masked with a calm smile
Devoid of emotion
Thorns and needles stuck in a cushion
That remained to float because of weightlessness

Stab me and I wont bleed
Bash my head against the wall and I wont cry
Cut my wrists and I wont die
Because I was already dead

Days turned into nights
And nights turned into days
I floated through them
Like a ghost amidst the realm of the living