Monday, November 28, 2005

I'm about to start a new day at work and I'm wishing that it were Friday again. Well, this is nothing new-I always wish it were a friday and that it's time for me to kick back and relax with friends and spend my Sundays home watching tv.

But today, I want it more than most days. I want to be home lying in my bed and letting myself be preoccupied with the shows on tv. I've been feeling down and I want to escape where I am at right now.

The holidays almost always manage to bring me down. It's a reminder of loneliness and inadequacy of the past and what the future may bring. Such a bleak perspective I know. I've always struggled with this, but it's only now that I'm actually admiting this truth about what I've been masking out for many years...

1 Comments:

At 10:35 PM , Blogger Frank said...

Just try to make the most of all the free time you get. Maybe change your routine a bit also. Might make the humdrum of everyday work a little more bearable.

As for feeling down during the holidays, cheer up. Things get better. In the meantime I'm here if you need anything! :)

 

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